It kicked in and I really enjoyed the effects of Nene. It gave me a general feeling of being calm and content. It took the edge off.
Today I tried Moi (instant) for the first time. I started with 1 teaspoon every 15 minutes or so and worked up to 5 teaspoons over about two hours. I was nervous to try this one the most since a lot of people seem to experience more euphoric effects, and I really just want to feel calm and indifferent. But I also find most people (usually) have overall calming effects from kava in general. I feel quite focused, but not on any particular thoughts (huge)!
When I was taking my benzos, life was great! I never "felt" anything except the lack of anxiety, obsessive thoughts, and worry. For six years I didn't really have a care and then when I started my taper life changed. It was and is the biggest, hardest struggle of my life. I am so thankful for kava, which I first heard of in a book by Dr. Weil.
Fast forward to today and the Moi...I feel focused and determined to get things in order. My house is clean, my mind is clear, and I am enjoying today. Amen!