you magnificent bastard. I have struggled long and mightily against anxiety and tension. Kava rescued me yet again today. I won’t say I’m 100% back to normal, but the thought of packing my kids for their weekend trip is no longer filling me with existential dread. I really thought today would be the day I waved the white flag and asked the doc for Valium. Not today, says pouni ono. Not. today. Bless!!!!