starsofclay
Kava Enthusiast
Oh Kava. How it does give me crazy dreams. Or at least very vivid ones. Sometimes both.
To start with, I'm a white male, I have no sister, (only one brother), and I have never worked in a hospital.
Last
night I dreamed that I was a black woman. Apparently, my sister just
commited suicide, and I was very grief ridden. Well I was also starting a
new job as a nurse at a hospital and it was my first day and of course I
wanted to impress everyone.
Well there was this hallway with a
blinking light at the end, and every time I looked down the hallway,
time would become very slow, and I would get this immense feeling of
grief, and i could hear my dead sister's voice calling to me... and then
I would pull myself away and pretend to the other nurses around me that
everything was fine. But i could feel them talking about me. And for
some reason I would every now and then look back down that hallway, and
almost faint with the grief of my dead sister.
Well eventually I
looked down the hallway again and fell to the floor in grief, and not
only did i hear my dead sister's voice, but she was now standing beside
me. I was afraid of her. I thought she blamed me for her suicide,
because I knew I was too judgmental on her when she was alive. She had a
bottle of water, and kept trying to get me to drink from it, but i
didn't want to because I thought my black dead sister's ghost was trying
to poison me.
Then it turned out that it was an episode of
gray's anatomy (which by the way I've never seen an episode of that
show), and then as if the scene changed, i was in another scene and I
was an older man and something about a limo.. lord who knows...
So has anyone else had any crazy dreams that they think was a direct response of a good kava session?
To start with, I'm a white male, I have no sister, (only one brother), and I have never worked in a hospital.
Last
night I dreamed that I was a black woman. Apparently, my sister just
commited suicide, and I was very grief ridden. Well I was also starting a
new job as a nurse at a hospital and it was my first day and of course I
wanted to impress everyone.
Well there was this hallway with a
blinking light at the end, and every time I looked down the hallway,
time would become very slow, and I would get this immense feeling of
grief, and i could hear my dead sister's voice calling to me... and then
I would pull myself away and pretend to the other nurses around me that
everything was fine. But i could feel them talking about me. And for
some reason I would every now and then look back down that hallway, and
almost faint with the grief of my dead sister.
Well eventually I
looked down the hallway again and fell to the floor in grief, and not
only did i hear my dead sister's voice, but she was now standing beside
me. I was afraid of her. I thought she blamed me for her suicide,
because I knew I was too judgmental on her when she was alive. She had a
bottle of water, and kept trying to get me to drink from it, but i
didn't want to because I thought my black dead sister's ghost was trying
to poison me.
Then it turned out that it was an episode of
gray's anatomy (which by the way I've never seen an episode of that
show), and then as if the scene changed, i was in another scene and I
was an older man and something about a limo.. lord who knows...
So has anyone else had any crazy dreams that they think was a direct response of a good kava session?
