AZcat
Kava Drinker
Its only now that I fell capable of writing this post, my partner who I was close friends with for 18 years and married to for 5 years died January 5th this year. It was something I was expecting to happen sometime, because she was 90, and not in a good state of health even when we first met, but its one of those things I just hoped would never happen. I was totally destroyed. I felt like I had no more reason to live, I even had difficulty driving my car because of tears in my eyes.
This has gone on for a long time, and because of Covid and social distancing, I have had to handle it entirely on my own.
I got some pills from the doctor to calm me down, but they didn't help, then I had some Kava ( after not using it for a long time ) and I found one session helped me control my emotions for about 1 week.
After that I would break down again and cry deeply, until I had more Kava. So far the longest interval I can manage between Kava sessions is 10 days, after that I lose control again. The best stuff i'm using at present is some Fijian Waka from my local health store, and I extract it with a 75 micron strainer bag. At this time, its literally a life saver.
This has gone on for a long time, and because of Covid and social distancing, I have had to handle it entirely on my own.
I got some pills from the doctor to calm me down, but they didn't help, then I had some Kava ( after not using it for a long time ) and I found one session helped me control my emotions for about 1 week.
After that I would break down again and cry deeply, until I had more Kava. So far the longest interval I can manage between Kava sessions is 10 days, after that I lose control again. The best stuff i'm using at present is some Fijian Waka from my local health store, and I extract it with a 75 micron strainer bag. At this time, its literally a life saver.