Kravatomill
Kava Curious
Hi all, this will be my first post, it might be a little long since it's a copy+paste post from myself on the old forum, but some nice guys there told me to turn here for more specific answered, so here goes:
Well, I probably know the answer from most of you. Benzo is shit, Xanax is a killer etc etc... Yes, I am fully aware of that..
However, against all that knowledge of mine I like them for specific situation (e.g. Flying, long train rides when uncomfy sleep is needed etc), they work better than Kava for me in these settings.
Kava has a completely different place at my heart. Although I do look upon all plants as medicines, I do not look upon Kava as a medicine in the western way of thinking about "medicines".
I would put it more together with the group called "Entheogens", although the effects are profoundly different from that of traditional entheogens I find it "gives" me more than a medicine does, at least in the way we tend to speak about medicines.. I guess you guys know what I mean? It is a spiritual cleaner for me...
So.. Here's my story, no judgmental comments pls. I'm good at judging myself already.
I bought some klonopin and Xanax for later use, the amount became bigger than I planed (about 80 klonopin 2mg and perhaps 130mg Xanax, of which 100 are in floating form (1ml = 1mg)
After that I couldn't hold my horses back, and I went in for a 1,5 long week play around with the relaxants. The weekends the dosages went up, but at work I would say to myself "No benzos today.. Then after my boss being an ass and I got in bad mood I decided "heck with it, 1mg of Xanax won't kill me), and sure as well it didn't, in fact, I feel no tolerance to it cause it hasn't been that long.
But yersterday I said "no more, this will be a "white week", if not a "white 3 months" (unless as supplement to cure hangover of course, there is no better than klonopin for that)...
Well. I'm a K@ head, that's what I've been doing everyday for the past 5-6 years now. Unless the time I spend in Asia, where I usually do nothing, go for Kava, or jump over to Tramadol (we speak really low doses, 50mg/day for restless-leg syndrome which is all I get from my "abuse"...
Now to the real question, today was the beginning of my white week, but my character ain't the best. Or well, if it need to be it is, I'm sure I could CT anything if I really needed, but it's more a "damage" I gor from the "green period" in my life, when smoking everyday after work became a habbit. I did end the habbit without any real reason, but I did however exchange it to whatever is available. Usually mild things (K@, Kava, Chamomille etc). I have no physical adddiction to speak of, only the constant feeling of wanting something after work, and so far the benzos ain't doing me harm, but a couple of weeks more and they will, I know that, thats why I decided to save them for what they where supposed to in the first place..
Ok, I still haven't gotten to the point... The point is I took about 2-3mg of Alprazolam when I got home today, in floating form, so not really sure if it was 2 or 3. Can't say I feel it, my fingers seems to tell a different story, since this simple message seems to become a book about my life more or less..
So, hands down, how safe would you say mixing in Kava is?
I've done huge amounts of Xanax with alcohol, stupid? oh yes... But that has nothing to do with it, the thing is I want to restart my Kava sessions, today it might be with Alpra, but tomorrow it will be stand alone...
Have you ever heard any risks? I know there is risk mixing everything, but I speak of real risks, it's not like Morphine and benzos we speaking.
But a mild root that will calm my mind. And I have never heard of respiratory depression from Kava? Guess that's what I fear the most?
To be frank. I would suspect the mix of benzo and alcohol is way more dangerous, but I want to hear with you guys who has years of knowledge. I don't want to know that it might endanger my liver in the long run blablabla, we are not speaking about the long run, we are speaking about here and now.
To be honest I had 2 cups of Vanuatu 3 before even writing to you (I guess that's partly reason why I keep on writting a book instead of a message)
Should I be worried?
I feel like I should not be worried, Iäve done really stupid things in the past (lets say Subutex with large amounts of benzoes etc. Today I'm more or less grown up (29), and feel more responsible and wouln't do anything without research. But research on this subject is hard. Most say its great.
One guy (one..) say he heard of some people mixing xanax and kava and ended up in hospital, that must have been some god damn strong Kava, or huge amounts of benzoes...
Well, I will stay on these 2 cups for the next 40 minutes or so, and then I might have another one, unless someone of you say "NO! The MAOI effects of Kava will kill you!", but the MAOI effects of kava are to be compared with those of blackberries, not Syrian rue we're talking about.. I can eat a bunch-load of Chocolate and cheese after a good session without any negative side effects.
I know the moral of the story "Stay the hell away from benzos!", yesyes, that day will come, tomorrow it seems.
But today wasn't the day. Doesn't mean I give up.
I had no reason to take it, no cravings, no real will, just nothing better to do so I did it... That's how I work...
Ok, to make a extremely long mail about everything except the subject short - how dangerous is the combo in small doses?
That's about it folks.
I wish you all a happy afternoon/evening/night/day or whatever it might be at your place, here it's 22:00 soon. Time for some Polynesian music and feel the cold of the numbening in my hands spread
Well, I probably know the answer from most of you. Benzo is shit, Xanax is a killer etc etc... Yes, I am fully aware of that..
However, against all that knowledge of mine I like them for specific situation (e.g. Flying, long train rides when uncomfy sleep is needed etc), they work better than Kava for me in these settings.
Kava has a completely different place at my heart. Although I do look upon all plants as medicines, I do not look upon Kava as a medicine in the western way of thinking about "medicines".
I would put it more together with the group called "Entheogens", although the effects are profoundly different from that of traditional entheogens I find it "gives" me more than a medicine does, at least in the way we tend to speak about medicines.. I guess you guys know what I mean? It is a spiritual cleaner for me...
So.. Here's my story, no judgmental comments pls. I'm good at judging myself already.
I bought some klonopin and Xanax for later use, the amount became bigger than I planed (about 80 klonopin 2mg and perhaps 130mg Xanax, of which 100 are in floating form (1ml = 1mg)
After that I couldn't hold my horses back, and I went in for a 1,5 long week play around with the relaxants. The weekends the dosages went up, but at work I would say to myself "No benzos today.. Then after my boss being an ass and I got in bad mood I decided "heck with it, 1mg of Xanax won't kill me), and sure as well it didn't, in fact, I feel no tolerance to it cause it hasn't been that long.
But yersterday I said "no more, this will be a "white week", if not a "white 3 months" (unless as supplement to cure hangover of course, there is no better than klonopin for that)...
Well. I'm a K@ head, that's what I've been doing everyday for the past 5-6 years now. Unless the time I spend in Asia, where I usually do nothing, go for Kava, or jump over to Tramadol (we speak really low doses, 50mg/day for restless-leg syndrome which is all I get from my "abuse"...
Now to the real question, today was the beginning of my white week, but my character ain't the best. Or well, if it need to be it is, I'm sure I could CT anything if I really needed, but it's more a "damage" I gor from the "green period" in my life, when smoking everyday after work became a habbit. I did end the habbit without any real reason, but I did however exchange it to whatever is available. Usually mild things (K@, Kava, Chamomille etc). I have no physical adddiction to speak of, only the constant feeling of wanting something after work, and so far the benzos ain't doing me harm, but a couple of weeks more and they will, I know that, thats why I decided to save them for what they where supposed to in the first place..
Ok, I still haven't gotten to the point... The point is I took about 2-3mg of Alprazolam when I got home today, in floating form, so not really sure if it was 2 or 3. Can't say I feel it, my fingers seems to tell a different story, since this simple message seems to become a book about my life more or less..
So, hands down, how safe would you say mixing in Kava is?
I've done huge amounts of Xanax with alcohol, stupid? oh yes... But that has nothing to do with it, the thing is I want to restart my Kava sessions, today it might be with Alpra, but tomorrow it will be stand alone...
Have you ever heard any risks? I know there is risk mixing everything, but I speak of real risks, it's not like Morphine and benzos we speaking.
But a mild root that will calm my mind. And I have never heard of respiratory depression from Kava? Guess that's what I fear the most?
To be frank. I would suspect the mix of benzo and alcohol is way more dangerous, but I want to hear with you guys who has years of knowledge. I don't want to know that it might endanger my liver in the long run blablabla, we are not speaking about the long run, we are speaking about here and now.
To be honest I had 2 cups of Vanuatu 3 before even writing to you (I guess that's partly reason why I keep on writting a book instead of a message)
Should I be worried?
I feel like I should not be worried, Iäve done really stupid things in the past (lets say Subutex with large amounts of benzoes etc. Today I'm more or less grown up (29), and feel more responsible and wouln't do anything without research. But research on this subject is hard. Most say its great.
One guy (one..) say he heard of some people mixing xanax and kava and ended up in hospital, that must have been some god damn strong Kava, or huge amounts of benzoes...
Well, I will stay on these 2 cups for the next 40 minutes or so, and then I might have another one, unless someone of you say "NO! The MAOI effects of Kava will kill you!", but the MAOI effects of kava are to be compared with those of blackberries, not Syrian rue we're talking about.. I can eat a bunch-load of Chocolate and cheese after a good session without any negative side effects.
I know the moral of the story "Stay the hell away from benzos!", yesyes, that day will come, tomorrow it seems.
But today wasn't the day. Doesn't mean I give up.
I had no reason to take it, no cravings, no real will, just nothing better to do so I did it... That's how I work...
Ok, to make a extremely long mail about everything except the subject short - how dangerous is the combo in small doses?
That's about it folks.
I wish you all a happy afternoon/evening/night/day or whatever it might be at your place, here it's 22:00 soon. Time for some Polynesian music and feel the cold of the numbening in my hands spread