time travel

[kl.nataliekobrapuke]

/domain/bypass/images/nono.gifay. is it just me? has my last living brain cell put in its two week notice three weex ago? is it the strain i drink? let me explain: it seems like just five minutes ago, i was pouring my first shell of my first bowl. that was at 1500 hours on the dot. now, here i am at0031 hours, on bowl four, about to pour another shell. i recollect very little of what i did during that time. i know a lot of sunflower seeds were eaten, mortal kombat 2 was beat, and i drank a lot of juice. but other than that, those nine to ten hours are lost on the radar. like i just teleported to now from then. do i drink too much? what the hell is the deal? does this happen to anyone else? is it just the nature of the beast? is there anything i can do to prevent this? i kinda wanna feel like i made something outta my experience. any input would be greatly appreciated. and with that, lemme have another shell.....(hey its a dirty muddy flavored job, but someones gotta do it)

 

[Ed!]

When you say "bowl four"... how big are we talking here?


I've never experienced anything like what you did.

 

[kl.nataliekobrapuke]

each bowl is about 4 cups water, to one cup root. 2 to three are made with fresh root. one to two of them is recycled root. all pounded back within the course of 7 or so hours

its likely that im just a buffoon and dont know how to chill on it. like maybe im under some misguided notion that the more i drink the more shitfaced ill become. which sorta comes true, but not in the way i originally wished it to. i dont really like to settle for meager buzzes but maybe kava just isnt some hardcore shit like that. perhaps i need to learn to respect it on its own level. i think a lot of the lost time comes from the fact that i can never really get into nothing in depth for about 7 hours cuz i must keep getting up for another shell every 20 or 25 mins. and when its all down, i sit here annihilated, dizzy, and nauseous and choke down some food. then i sleep like the dead. so its probably just me.

 

[Ed!]

Yeah, I've found that after a certain point you're just wasting kava (for my body anyway). I can't get bombed on kava. Four bowls is probably too much for that amount of time, and I can't imagine it being all that satisfying. That's why I've said in previous threads that I feel like kava teaches moderation.