So... Yesterday I tried preparing capsules again. This time I took 41 caplets, which I think is equal to almost 2 tbsp. I took it with lots of water so I wouldn't get dehydrated. I had woken up in a good mood, and I was just hoping to enhance it with taking some kava. I took it on an empty stomach.
I've already forgot most of what happened, but I'll see what I remember...
About 2 hours after I took it, I started to get disinterested in the game I was playing on the computer. It was disappointing because I woke up excited to play it. I began to lose interest in everything and became extremely bored, a familiar feeling for me but this time it was very intense. I lost my appetite and got extremely nauseous. Thinking I was dehydrated, I tried to drink water but my gag reflex was triggered every time I tried to swallow. I got very dizzy, kept bumping into things. Again, in my head I almost felt like I had the flu. Confused, not balanced, very depressed. I did not want to talk to anyone at all; I was way too bored and disinterested, not to mention dizzy and confused. I rolled up in a ball on my bed and kind of half-slept for 4 hours maybe. I didnt fall completely asleep.
When I woke up, I still had no appetite, but I was ready to talk to my friend. I was still bored and disinterested, but not nearly as extreme as before. This morning, I feel moderately depressed, which is fairly usual for me. Disinterested, constantly bored, no desire to do anything.
Needless to say, I don't think I'll be taking kava anymore. Even if I wanted to try it again, my parents would not allow me. My dad just thinks it's an "old wive's tale" which is dangerous (I knwo it isnt.)
Does anyone know why this is my reaction to kava? Is it the type I'm taking? Am I intolerant? Or do I have a reverse tolerance? I'm very disappointed because I want to feel the kava effects, and I'm only getting the ailments its meant to treat from it!