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Kava Enthusiast
Hi everyone. I have been popping in from time to time for a while and spent a lot of time here learning prep techniques and the who/what would be worth my time and energy. I have used kava to help me sleep, relax, and improve my crappy moods. I tend to stick with micro since it's faster to "prep" and it has usually done the trick. I have used it almost every day since I started a few months ago.
I have experienced a few issues recently that have made me wonder a little:
1. I have experienced a sort of soul crushing, intense depression with a sudden scary onset 2-3 times the morning after a session or two. This has happened twice and I don't always keep track of the what but it is all noble from vetted vendors here. I have taken it to mean I need a break but this leads to my follow up:
2. I am currently taking a break and I am pretty confident (have lots of experience with different kinds in the past) that what I am experiencing would count as withdrawal. I am not saying it's severe and I'm going all Leonardo DiCapprio in Basketball Diaries or anything, but it most definitely feels like there is a physical dependence... at the very least physical "expectation" that is not being met? I was under the impression (especially from those that poo-poo other natural substances beginning with "k") that kava is pretty much harmless (I don't drink alcohol or use illicit substances), does not create a tolerance, and non-addictive. Psychologically speaking, I don't believe that is ever true with anything, but physically, I thought I was safe. The tolerance thing seems to possibly be not quite accurate either but that's another topic for another thread.
Anyone? Thanks in advance.
I have experienced a few issues recently that have made me wonder a little:
1. I have experienced a sort of soul crushing, intense depression with a sudden scary onset 2-3 times the morning after a session or two. This has happened twice and I don't always keep track of the what but it is all noble from vetted vendors here. I have taken it to mean I need a break but this leads to my follow up:
2. I am currently taking a break and I am pretty confident (have lots of experience with different kinds in the past) that what I am experiencing would count as withdrawal. I am not saying it's severe and I'm going all Leonardo DiCapprio in Basketball Diaries or anything, but it most definitely feels like there is a physical dependence... at the very least physical "expectation" that is not being met? I was under the impression (especially from those that poo-poo other natural substances beginning with "k") that kava is pretty much harmless (I don't drink alcohol or use illicit substances), does not create a tolerance, and non-addictive. Psychologically speaking, I don't believe that is ever true with anything, but physically, I thought I was safe. The tolerance thing seems to possibly be not quite accurate either but that's another topic for another thread.
Anyone? Thanks in advance.