DaManTheyCallB
Kava Curious
Just to preface since an abusive relationship I get racing mind and very intrusive unpleasant thoughts at times even before substanances. I'm also working on coming off K@ and have dramatically lowered my dose the last two days. I also take DLPA and Agmatine. Well today mixed up 30G Lawena and 30G Balanced kava. Went to make me another batch of some waka and started getting those very unpleasant intrusive thoughts . My question is , is it the heady kava? It has happened with cannabis and mind expanding substanances as well in which I had to abort the expierence. I almost feel like it's PTSD and it's hell. I just dunno what to do I like kava alot and really leaning on it to try and get off K@ (which K@ withdrawal could be another reason why my mind started racing but probably another reason why I leaned on K@ so heavily to numb my mind) . I've considered not taking the DLPA since it's a precursor to dopamine , noradrenaline, norepinephrine becuase I know dopaminergics can increase ocd . Any advice appreciated.