Jack
Kava Curious
so hey it was around the 7th that i stopped drinking kava every day due to dermopathy of the hands. I have really bad anxiety and so on the badder days i have used kava probs 3 or 4 times since then, and my hands no longer feel like i have sandpapery glove when i touch things anymore and my skin is softening up but not all the way (just starting to feel moisture in my hands the other day, how long do you think it would take to completely get rid of it if i did not touch kava at all?
not looking for exact just what you think in your personally opinion.
(dont need to reed this if you dont want to just getting rid of some stress)
Geez i cant wait to get back on the Kava wagon, shit sleep and super stressed can barely hold a single day with ought someone misinterpreting what i say with ought me getting upset or vice versa driving me nuts, (live with family) it has gotten to the point where i lock the door so as to not cause any arguments if i am not feeling up to socializing cause once i have a panic attack nobody will actually sit and talk with me with ought themselves getting pissed off because of my "antics" and that just makes it worse when they try and fail because its easier to work through it on my own then for them to try help me then say i am too much for them but then its even easier when they don't get pissed off at me for having a panic attack and help me with it.
getting to the point im starting to think about going on valium just so theirs a period of days where im not the cause of all the family's main stresses, but it fucking nearly whacked me to get off it last time.
sorry for the rant
Cheers
not looking for exact just what you think in your personally opinion.
(dont need to reed this if you dont want to just getting rid of some stress)
Geez i cant wait to get back on the Kava wagon, shit sleep and super stressed can barely hold a single day with ought someone misinterpreting what i say with ought me getting upset or vice versa driving me nuts, (live with family) it has gotten to the point where i lock the door so as to not cause any arguments if i am not feeling up to socializing cause once i have a panic attack nobody will actually sit and talk with me with ought themselves getting pissed off because of my "antics" and that just makes it worse when they try and fail because its easier to work through it on my own then for them to try help me then say i am too much for them but then its even easier when they don't get pissed off at me for having a panic attack and help me with it.
getting to the point im starting to think about going on valium just so theirs a period of days where im not the cause of all the family's main stresses, but it fucking nearly whacked me to get off it last time.
sorry for the rant
Cheers