Eh. I feel incredibly private about my spiritual experiences. Someone posted a thread about meditating and kava a few months back, and I had never tried it, so I gave it a whirl. I just kind of put myself down into that deep trance state, which I often find very hard to obtain. The resulting narrative that unfolded was more than a little strange, and as it turns out, so accurate, that I don't feel comfortable with discussing it. I could describe to you what I had seen, and claim that I've never heard of such a thing, but to an outside person, I have no way of proving that I didn't have pre-knowledge of these things. I was very conflicted afterwards, because the person who started the thread sincerely wanted to share, and wasn't getting a ton of feedback, but I was put in the position of keeping it to myself, or being the kind of person that
I wouldn't even believe. I mean, generally you shouldn't believe someone if they say they can see back in time, that's just silly. And probably how ridiculous murder suicide cults get started, lol.
So after incubating for a while, I determined that this was an experience for me to enjoy, myself, and not really share. I can share that I did have a thing, and am not sharing, though! I hope that's not too convoluted to make sense.
