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Summer
Honestly, deep down I think I'm afraid to have "nothing" in my system to keep me calm.
I look forward to having something I know will take the edge off (sometimes I'm not sure if this is addictive personality or just human nature). But after the trauma I put myself through, it's a risk I'm not wanting to take.
Even after two years the memories of the pain is often very fresh.
I look forward to having something I know will take the edge off (sometimes I'm not sure if this is addictive personality or just human nature). But after the trauma I put myself through, it's a risk I'm not wanting to take.
Even after two years the memories of the pain is often very fresh.