I'm coming to believe that the mood you carry into the session steers the session. But on the topic of overcoming RT, it was night and day when the rubber hit the road.
I admire your persistence,
@Pacifico, and I firmly believe that you and
@Bwiggy will eventually reach your moment of zen. Drinking expensive foul-smelling dirty water for months isn't fun, but it's an investment in what will come. And once it comes, it will take very little and you can take long breaks as you see fit and it'll be right there for you when you come back. Think of it as paying-it-forward!
On the subject of Boroguru, I've had only GHK's and not any others, but I can say that it felt evenly heady and somatic for me, with euphoria as well as deep relaxation. It's quite nice, and I wish I had some now.