I want to preface this post by saying that I'm not endorsing iIlegal substances, but psilocybin is in multiple, public clinical trials for depression right now, with many localities passing decriminalization. I really just have very light vs. It's not that bad, and I remember having something similar as a kid. I've always had tinnitus, and its sort of just visual tinnitus. It's basically sensory noise from over stimulation. Not brain damage, but the opposite. I took 5 grams of dried mushrooms on 5 different occasions in 2020, and it was nothing but wonderful for me. With kava as a continued support, I have ZERO alcohol cravings. I never thought I would be able to say that. I was drinking myself to death. I wouldn't trade 2019 me for 2021 me for the world. I was also able to accept my existential fear of death, am no longer an atheist after 25 years, and I was able to process my father's death. I accept the bad with the good. The biggest issue for me is going to be giving up my fungi friends out of an abundance of caution.